The first time I was diagnosed with cancer, in 2006, part of my conventional cancer treatment included a full round of radiation treatments. Internal and external. Let that sink in for a moment. Yes, let your imagination run wild!
I can remember walking in to the radiation treatment room for Round One of 26 treatments, as if it was yesterday. I felt like Dead Woman Walking. I became absolutely hysterical and gut wrenching sobs began welling up from my soul. Then my legs collapsed from under me. I know now that my Higher Self knew the havoc I was about to wreak upon my body, harm that I am still recovering from 10 years later. My Higher Self was pulling out all stops to keep me from proceeding with the radiation treatment and causing myself even more harm.
How I wish I had listened. God, how I wish I had listened to you! I almost said no. But I didn’t. Why? Because I was living in fear. Cancer is such a fear-based business. Not only was I afraid of the cancer, and afraid of dying, I was afraid what people would think if I said no to the treatment! It sounds silly to say that now, but it was the truth. My truth. I was afraid of what my husband would think, what the technicians would think, what my family would think, what my friends would think, what my doctor would think.
Man! It is exhausting just writing those words. Can you imagine how exhausting it was to live like that?! It is no wonder that my physical body was completely exhausted and had manifested cancer.
If I had the chance to speak to my younger self today, what would I say?
“Walk, no run, as far and as fast as you can from the cancer ward! Do not listen to the doctors. They have not told you everything. No good will come to you walking the conventional medical path.”
“Who cares what anyone thinks?! You are not responsible for how anyone sees you, you are not responsible for what anyone thinks of you, you are not responsible for how anyone feels. As long as no harm comes to anyone else, you are only responsible for your Self.”
“Trust your inner guidance. Trust the guidance from Spirit. After all, they are one and the same. God will always guide you with love, not fear.”
Why am I sharing this story with you? Well, one of the several instructions I received prior to radiation treatment was not to consume Vitamin C before, during, and for several weeks after treatment. Why? Because Vitamin C is so powerful it actually has the ability to shield not only the cancer cells, but all of your healthy cells as well from radiation. Should you consume Vitamin C, the radiation treatments would be ineffective. That is amazing when you stop to think about it!
This was just one of many whispers from Spirit that I did not hear because fear had a much louder voice.
Fast forward to 2014. I was facing cancer, again. I was facing conventional cancer treatment, again. And, I was still living in fear. Until, one day, I was so very very sick, that I finally cried out for help and I began to listen to the whispers from Spirit. I would take one step, then I would hear another whisper, and I would take another step.
Each step on my path has brought me closer to Spirit, has shined His light on my fears, and eventually brought me to the doorstep of my naturopath.
Of the several natural and traditional treatments that my naturopath prescribed for me, one of them was, you guessed it, Vitamin C. High doses of Vitamin C, in fact. The best way to receive my Vitamin C treatments was intravenously.
So that became my life for the next couple of months. I would travel to my naturopath’s clinic three times per week for intravenous cancer treatment. I received Vitamin C treatments alternating with alpha lipoic acid treatments. My week looked like Vitamin C IV, rest day, alpha lipoic acid IV, rest day, Vitamin C IV.
I tried to fit my life and my work around my treatments. As well, I continued to explore other healing modalities. I was determined that, this time, I would not squander the gift that is cancer. I was determined to heal my physical, mental, emotional, and spiritual self.
There are numerous cures for cancer available to all of us. That do no harm. Please educate yourself on the true impact that conventional cancer treatment would have on your life. On all levels of your life. You have choices. You have options.
You are loved. God bless.